Loving And Letting You Go

God. You are my source in all things. You kniw the inner turmoil I face. You know the pain and hurt in my body and soul. My spirit is strong though and I will no despair. I need your divine wisdom to know how to handle this situation with Soren and Dan. I need clarity of thought and I need your help to know how to proceed. You have never left me in a lurch and I trust that you will guide me to make prudent decisions. Please protect me and help me make the right choices to keep myself and Trent safe. Everything I have is yours. Please give me the insight to use the assets you've given me wisely. Amen.

Aight dude, I get it that we all have expectations of how our actions will reacted to, and it's a bummer when those expectations aren't fulfilled. However, I'm not a fucking mind reader and regardless of my reaction or actions when you're out of your window, I am met with hostility and there's nothing I can do about it. Does it piss me off? Yup! Why can't I be an irrational cunt too when I feel like people don't get me, respect me, etc? Oh yeah! I'm not allowed to express my angry feelings because I have a vagina so therefore my anger is just a bunch of irrational craziness. Well, fuck you, you stupid cunt! I have feelings and thoughts too and they're just as valid as yours. I am not responsible for the fact that you wear a distorted lens that always tells you that people don't respect you. Not my fucking problem!!! Not my problem that you have your shame goggles on most of the time. I'm not disrespectful or dismissive in my intent or languag...